About Me
- lumiee bea adaline
- 16 - August,10th
- She/Her
- AuDHD neurodivergent !
hii thanks for stopping by and checking out my website !! ^^
i think the early 2010s/early 2000s aesthetic is super dope and especially with web design in mind, so i thought if i wanted to make a website, i would do it like this!
my interests are: making music (Ableton Live), music i freaking LOVE music, especially hyperpop or related genres, art (Paint.Net, ik not very professional but i've used it forever!), making random things like (GMod maps, small video games, graphic designs, etc), JoJo's Bizarre Adventure, web design, leftist politics, and random niche subjects i fixate on sometimes! (like the chemistry of lava, or how video game rendering works, ik.. im a nerd.. cant help that :p
a list of my main favorite things ^^
- my friends (and my girlfriends!.)
- wallsocket by underscores
- frailty by jane remover
- JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
- Art
- Leftist commentaries/Queer art
- Music!!
- Writing
- being a silly girl :3
my philosophy on art, everything, and life *-*
i will go ahead and say that I am a progressive christian/queer theist and do use a leftist stance on the Bible for my religous views, however this will just be mainly my philosophy outside of religous or biblical frameworks!
i think that in the end all the petty grievances you or i have against anything or anyone, doesn't really matter. i think its stupid that people make such a big fuss about queer topics, from open homosexuality, and outward transgender expression to harmless things like neopronouns, furries, therians, and otherkin people.
if you really dive deep into leftist politics and/or queer topics, and interact with the people with generosity in that community, you'll end up having contradictions with any pre-concieved notions you might've had or even straight up have them disproved. i used to identify myself as a cis panromantic conservative guy, and i felt a split within myself. i've been raised with a queer sister and surrounded by leftist politics from her side of things, but living in the midwest also gave me my conservative frames of thought. i felt sinful and contradictory as a person, because i knew i was queer, wether i liked it or not, and i knew that the right-wing politics i had weren't really resonating with me and was just a *own at the libs* because of the environment i've had to grow up around.
(without spoiling anything) last year during spring, i've heard of this movie called "Everything Everywhere all at Once" and i constantly pushed it aside until one night i went to watch it. to say that my entire philosophy shifted after that watch and ignited a sense of empowerment within me would be an understatement. i instantly wanted to show it to people, so i showed it to my friend lucy, my friend amy, and then had a movie night with my friend group, and the movie HIT every.single.time. without fail.
from those re-watches of EEAAO, even to now, my philosophy is that nothing matters, except the things that matter to you. life is beautiful and meaningful because nothing matters in the end, which makes all of the hardships you've faced, all the pain you've felt, and anything weighing on your soul, will go away and cease to exist at some point. the movie puts it A LOT better than i ever could so i really recommended giving it a watch.
for me, nothing matters more than love, joy, and humanity. i hope you found this a good read.